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I am a healthy European man who enjoys using fit submissive males. Along the way I enjoy helping submissive males and the men they serve better understand each other. Re-posted images deleted upon request.
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I know Sam gets a little excited about things like this. His mission is to help fags and Aphas be more comfortable with themselves and their relationships, and nothing makes him happier than helping others. It is an admirable goal, but in his excitement he sometimes misses the bigger picture.
First of all, don't be scared that you are headed down the same path as Frat Fag and that you will inevitably end up being your roommate's (or another man's) fag. You are not Frat Fag, and your roommate is not "Duke."
This is a very strange moment in time. You did not state your age, but I am guessing you and your roommate are in the 18-30 age range. You have been thrust into an all male environment around the peak of your sexual prime. This "situational homosexuality" is common in other gender-segregated places such as prisons, single-gender schools, and armed forces. It is also not uncommon for males to establish hierarchies among themselves.
I want to say that these situations blur the line between gay and straight, between dominant and submissive, but the reality is there never were any clear lines. We pretend there are so we can say, "I am x," or "You are y." They help us identify ourselves and others, but as with most things that classify humans, we cannot be so easily boxed in. Saying a person is straight is as accurate as saying he is tall or good.
Given this, it is not certain that you are a fag. Just because you enjoy, or think you would enjoy being dominated and fucked by him does not change the calculation. Over the eons, millions of men have been in a similar situation. Not all of them are what we would, here and now, call "fags".
Having said that, I land in the same place as Sam when he says to stay calm. You and your roommate clearly seem to understand what the other wants right now, even if you're not talking about it. If you trust him to not actually harm you, but can't bring yourself to talk to him, show him this. If you review what has happened to date, you have been happier when you let him take the lead, so don't be afraid to let him.
You may find that you really like getting fucked. You may find that you really like being dominated. You may find that you really like both. If you don't give yourself this opportunity, and you lock yourself in your room jacking off while wishing you were getting fucked, you may forever wonder what could have been.
Most people's sexuality changes over time, and yours likely will, too. Once this whole situation is over, you may both go back to seeing girls exclusively. You may see girls but still fool around with him or other dudes on occasion, or you may find yourself, like Frat Fag, the happy fag for your roommate or some other man. You could discover that what you really like is being dominated by women, or being dominant yourself. It's way too early to be worrying about that now.
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I think quarantine turned me into a fag? So my roommate and I have been holed up and each other’s only company essentially. I thought we were both straight? Maybe it’s the lack of other human contact and our own pent up sexual frustration.
But the other night, we were joking around with each other and at one point he ended up grabbing my head and putting me in a headlock. Well I threw him off me and we began kind of “boxing” and wrestling each other. We’ve done this before. Only this time at some point he got me in a choke-hold from behind and pinned me up over the table. That’s when I felt him starting to grind against me and felt his cock get hard. I freaked out at first and asked him what the fuck he was doing! He gripped his forearm around my neck tighter and only said “Shut up, I’m almost there.” His breathing got heavier and his thrusts got harder. He grabbed one of my arms and pinned it behind my back so I couldn’t pull his arm off of my neck and he moaned right up against my ear saying “I like you like this. You’re all mine now, boy.”
Then he grunted and slammed his hips harder against me, cumming in his shorts. I was stunned and couldn’t move. He kept me there and took his hand off of my pinned arm and grabbed my cock through my shorts and laughed saying, “See? You liked that.” My cock was hard as a fucking diamond! I pulled him off of me and left without a word to my room and locked the door. I couldn’t stop thinking about that situation and I started stroking my cock. Eventually my mind wandered to imagining him inside of me instead of just dry humping me against the table and I came…harder than I’ve cum in a long fucking time.
He must have been outside of my door trying to listen and heard me moan out. Because he knocked on the door and told me to open up. I told him no way. My mind was going a million miles a minute! Like…my friend…my roommate just assaulted me and I was now masturbating to it a few minutes later? What the fuck is wrong with me??? Yet even now I can’t stop thinking about how I want him to do that again…or how I want to stroke his cock. I want him to pin me like that again. I need some fucking help or this quarantine shit needs to end. I’m feeling so damn confused. We still haven’t talked since though he’s tried and I can tell he’s getting frustrated with me avoiding him.
What would you do in this situation? I’ll be using a temp email to submit stuff I guess because no fucking way am I revealing my actual identity. You seem like someone who knows about this stuff since google and reddit led me here. But I’ve been down a huge rabbit hole of trying to find answers as to what is happening. I haven’t looked at much on your site though.
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CAIQ,
Okay, before anything else, I want you to read through this critical series of posts about a college guy I eventually named “Frat Fag.”
The entire thread is in chronological order right here: https://fagsworshipalphas.com/category/frat-fag/?order=asc
In that thread, you will read about how Frat Fag was assaulted in a very similar way as you by an Alpha Beast named Duke. That thread is one of the cornerstones of this site and critical to understanding the instinctive, unconscious basis of the Alpha/faggot dynamic.
Here is the truth: Alphas can sniff out faggots. They smell us from miles away. We cannot hide from them, and they sometimes use dramatic methods to force a faggot to accept the truth. You just experienced that yourself.
He has triggered something deep inside of you that isn’t going away. Fighting it will only lead to a life of regret and unfulfilled longing.
I have some ideas for next steps, but I want you to read through the Frat Fag experience first. Contact me at fagsworshipalphas@gmail.com, and we can go from there.
Stay calm. You’re going to be just fine!